I’m screaming and ugly crying after reading this because of how much I miss your presence that it’s done for now. Your interactive essence with the individuals in the crowd was unique/ personal with every show and we are so grateful to have had that with you. It took me a minute to listen to 15 but once I did and cried it out it was such a relieving moment to be able to hear/watch you perform it live and then to get a hug from you during it feels so healing to my inner self. To be able to scream all your songs with you was healing. Forever grateful for you❤️
The Winnipeg concert was truly a core memory in a way I probably won’t ever be able to articulate effectively to anyone but will always carry with me. The way you try to genuinely connect with your fans on a human level is insane and so appreciated - especially bc it can be so scary to put yourself out there on the internet. This tour meant so much to so many people and knowing how much it means to you made it all the greater. The sex was good until it wasn’t, but the tour memories will be good 4ever :’)
I absolutely LOVED how the concert was at a small venue. I saw you in Mesa AZ at the Underground in the Nile basement, and even though I was only two people from the stage, I *know* how close that stage can feel from even the back of the room. You could *feel* the emotion and musical connection through the air. There was something tangible connecting us all in that crowd, to each other and to you, and it was ELECTRIC. I cant even begin to put into words what that feeling meant for me.
This was my first concert on my own, and I was terrified of feeling alone in that crowd, but as soon as you started playing all of that melted away. So, yeah, small venue, absolutely loved it 😅 (you already talked about The Kicker being sung live, and that was the only one I felt a lil bummed about but that was so far out of my head it might as well not have registered 😂)
I'm glad that you took time off when you get sick—very pro taking the time you need here. I'm DC-based and those tickets sold SO FAST that you can probably do something bigger whenever you make your debut! I'm being 100% serious when I say I don't think I've ever seen multiple people I follow on Instagram post about trying to find tickets to any show but this one! Personally, I'd LOVE to see you at the Atlantis, which is the "youngest sibling" of the main family of venues in this area. DC's WLW community is pretty organized and has lots of events, so I know people were inviting their WLW friends who didn't listen to you (yet) just because it was a cool event happening in the city. If the tickets are available, people will buy 'em because everyone at the lesbian bouldering event was talking about this show 😅 We hope to see you soon(ish—I know logistics is hard!).
Hey girl, I loved meeting you!! Being able to give you one of the bracelets I made was the coolest thing ever! Hearing your voice live was just so healing and perfect. My ex kinda introduced me to your music, she would always send me songs of yours. I had so many flashbacks during the show but regardless, your music help carried me through it. Being there helped me get through all the anxiety from the past. Please never stop being you! We love you and care! Thank you for everything you do! Thanks for holding my hand at the very end of the show too. That 3 seconds really made a difference in my life. It made me feel like I’m not alone and that I got a friend with me. Thank you for all being our friend and helping us through heartbreak. Your music is so healing and saving!
Your tour was PERFECTION. Honestly. You engaged with the crowd so much, which made it feel so personal. Being at the front and having you look at me and sing was everything!! Of course we all probably have songs we'd love to hear live and I know you can't perform your entire discography each night as much as I'd love that LOL but truly, your energy and love for all of us really showed. Can't wait for your next tour!!
I went to the show in Saskatoon, this was the first time that I had been to a show with a VIP option and when I tell you it was amazing it truly was. It felt so personal and special being able to meet you one on one and talk for a few minutes. The q&a session after the acoustic set gave us all a chance to be silly and ask questions we didn’t get a chance to. We got to see a part of you we don’t see over the internet and it felt so special to be apart of. During the show you were so interactive with the crowd, talking to individuals and dedicating songs to people and from what I heard from people it was a night they’d never forget. What I’m trying to get at is keep being you on stage! That is what we love to see!
Oh my goodness--seeing you in Orlando was a religious experience (all of my videos have my horrid singing in them, but oh well). Please come see us again <3. My friends know me as the one begging them to listen to Xana--I finally got one hooked so your next tour we'll both be there scream-singing your songs. I cannot express to you how meaningful it was for me to see an openly queer artists, during pride month, in Florida. Thank you for your music, it touches me and so many people so deeply.
No feedback just wanted to say how much I love you and your music. You deserve to blow up sooooo big but selfishly I also don’t want you to so that we can keep having smaller intimate shows with you. 15 resonates with me but it’s more of like an iffy situation if that makes sense… Thank you for sharing all of your words with us
X, you won't ever see this, (probably), and i'm sure you've heard countless other stories like this, but TRULY, truly your music gets me through every single day. i can't tell you how many times i've streamed 'babyblue' after it came out (it's been sitting in my liked songs since June 6, 2023 and it'll stay there, it's timeless), how many times i've shrieked the lyrics to 'Love Like This' silently, in the mirror getting ready. how many times i've sat in my bed, on the floor in the kitchen, or in someone else's house listening to your music. i take you everywhere with me. My city, out of state, out of country, out of continent. i take your voice with me from California to Dallas to Singapore to Bangalore to Kerala, everywhere. i've been stuck with you (/hj) ever since Tantrums came out (and my first year of highschool, which btw, i'm graduating soon), and i've never been able to find a better artist. thank you so much for everything you do, really (and also, thank you for blessing me with The Kicker, Lip Service, Sick Joke, 15, and Lavender Daughter. all my love, gracie. 🩵
This Tumblr-esq mailbox thing feels so 2000’s coded to me and I LOVE it. Also the US is a great place to tour but please board a few long haul flights and come sing to your fans in Europe and Asia and the rest of the world!
Thank you so much for the best nights of our lives 🩵 truly nothing has ever been quite as incredible as scream singing along to your music with my best friend turned you don’t want me like that turned better kind of best friend turned *fiance*, we’ll look back on those nights with you for the rest of our lives together
For me personally I just really want 19 live ❤️
SAME
YES
always 🥹💚
Agreed❣️
I’m screaming and ugly crying after reading this because of how much I miss your presence that it’s done for now. Your interactive essence with the individuals in the crowd was unique/ personal with every show and we are so grateful to have had that with you. It took me a minute to listen to 15 but once I did and cried it out it was such a relieving moment to be able to hear/watch you perform it live and then to get a hug from you during it feels so healing to my inner self. To be able to scream all your songs with you was healing. Forever grateful for you❤️
The Winnipeg concert was truly a core memory in a way I probably won’t ever be able to articulate effectively to anyone but will always carry with me. The way you try to genuinely connect with your fans on a human level is insane and so appreciated - especially bc it can be so scary to put yourself out there on the internet. This tour meant so much to so many people and knowing how much it means to you made it all the greater. The sex was good until it wasn’t, but the tour memories will be good 4ever :’)
I absolutely LOVED how the concert was at a small venue. I saw you in Mesa AZ at the Underground in the Nile basement, and even though I was only two people from the stage, I *know* how close that stage can feel from even the back of the room. You could *feel* the emotion and musical connection through the air. There was something tangible connecting us all in that crowd, to each other and to you, and it was ELECTRIC. I cant even begin to put into words what that feeling meant for me.
This was my first concert on my own, and I was terrified of feeling alone in that crowd, but as soon as you started playing all of that melted away. So, yeah, small venue, absolutely loved it 😅 (you already talked about The Kicker being sung live, and that was the only one I felt a lil bummed about but that was so far out of my head it might as well not have registered 😂)
I'm glad that you took time off when you get sick—very pro taking the time you need here. I'm DC-based and those tickets sold SO FAST that you can probably do something bigger whenever you make your debut! I'm being 100% serious when I say I don't think I've ever seen multiple people I follow on Instagram post about trying to find tickets to any show but this one! Personally, I'd LOVE to see you at the Atlantis, which is the "youngest sibling" of the main family of venues in this area. DC's WLW community is pretty organized and has lots of events, so I know people were inviting their WLW friends who didn't listen to you (yet) just because it was a cool event happening in the city. If the tickets are available, people will buy 'em because everyone at the lesbian bouldering event was talking about this show 😅 We hope to see you soon(ish—I know logistics is hard!).
Hey girl, I loved meeting you!! Being able to give you one of the bracelets I made was the coolest thing ever! Hearing your voice live was just so healing and perfect. My ex kinda introduced me to your music, she would always send me songs of yours. I had so many flashbacks during the show but regardless, your music help carried me through it. Being there helped me get through all the anxiety from the past. Please never stop being you! We love you and care! Thank you for everything you do! Thanks for holding my hand at the very end of the show too. That 3 seconds really made a difference in my life. It made me feel like I’m not alone and that I got a friend with me. Thank you for all being our friend and helping us through heartbreak. Your music is so healing and saving!
Your tour was PERFECTION. Honestly. You engaged with the crowd so much, which made it feel so personal. Being at the front and having you look at me and sing was everything!! Of course we all probably have songs we'd love to hear live and I know you can't perform your entire discography each night as much as I'd love that LOL but truly, your energy and love for all of us really showed. Can't wait for your next tour!!
AGREED!! the crowdwork changed my brain chemistry 😭🥹😍
I went to the show in Saskatoon, this was the first time that I had been to a show with a VIP option and when I tell you it was amazing it truly was. It felt so personal and special being able to meet you one on one and talk for a few minutes. The q&a session after the acoustic set gave us all a chance to be silly and ask questions we didn’t get a chance to. We got to see a part of you we don’t see over the internet and it felt so special to be apart of. During the show you were so interactive with the crowd, talking to individuals and dedicating songs to people and from what I heard from people it was a night they’d never forget. What I’m trying to get at is keep being you on stage! That is what we love to see!
it’s not fair that you’re having me bawl while reading this. i don’t think i’m prepared for entry #2. thank you for breathing life into all us gays.
Oh my goodness--seeing you in Orlando was a religious experience (all of my videos have my horrid singing in them, but oh well). Please come see us again <3. My friends know me as the one begging them to listen to Xana--I finally got one hooked so your next tour we'll both be there scream-singing your songs. I cannot express to you how meaningful it was for me to see an openly queer artists, during pride month, in Florida. Thank you for your music, it touches me and so many people so deeply.
The only feedback I have is I would love to see Alibi live 🥲
No feedback just wanted to say how much I love you and your music. You deserve to blow up sooooo big but selfishly I also don’t want you to so that we can keep having smaller intimate shows with you. 15 resonates with me but it’s more of like an iffy situation if that makes sense… Thank you for sharing all of your words with us
X, you won't ever see this, (probably), and i'm sure you've heard countless other stories like this, but TRULY, truly your music gets me through every single day. i can't tell you how many times i've streamed 'babyblue' after it came out (it's been sitting in my liked songs since June 6, 2023 and it'll stay there, it's timeless), how many times i've shrieked the lyrics to 'Love Like This' silently, in the mirror getting ready. how many times i've sat in my bed, on the floor in the kitchen, or in someone else's house listening to your music. i take you everywhere with me. My city, out of state, out of country, out of continent. i take your voice with me from California to Dallas to Singapore to Bangalore to Kerala, everywhere. i've been stuck with you (/hj) ever since Tantrums came out (and my first year of highschool, which btw, i'm graduating soon), and i've never been able to find a better artist. thank you so much for everything you do, really (and also, thank you for blessing me with The Kicker, Lip Service, Sick Joke, 15, and Lavender Daughter. all my love, gracie. 🩵
This Tumblr-esq mailbox thing feels so 2000’s coded to me and I LOVE it. Also the US is a great place to tour but please board a few long haul flights and come sing to your fans in Europe and Asia and the rest of the world!
still reeling from when i got to hug you tbh
Thank you so much for the best nights of our lives 🩵 truly nothing has ever been quite as incredible as scream singing along to your music with my best friend turned you don’t want me like that turned better kind of best friend turned *fiance*, we’ll look back on those nights with you for the rest of our lives together
so cute i love this for you🫶🏻😭
also, i am seeing what god has done for others, and i would like that for me as well 🙏🥺😂