This is a masterpiece from the soul. The metaphors, the horror, the ache I felt in my gut while reading while realizing I too, revel in the bloody mess of someone else. Drowning in the missing and breathing in deeply while under their water, wanting to drown. Your words are beautiful and haunting, tucked together with lessons and gore. So much talent at every fold of the paper and spaces between the words. You are art, down to your bone marrow. 🩵🫂

“I am halfway to forgiving you, knowing that somewhere out there, I already have.” hit me right in the heart damn. this is beautiful🩵🩵🩵

Absolutely beautiful,

"I talk to you all the time but I can never speak to you again"

"I wait for the revelation, the relief"

The constant struggle of trying to accept what we cannot change, and may never know. Maybe just knowing that we've grown, could be enough; or at least we hope.

I think you just shook my soul and then left it on its own

“i’m doing better because i have to” 🩷 love you so much

wow, I was just able to read it fully. girl I felt every bit of this in my gut hard.

💔 the end… are you alright? 😬

Language of the heart translated by Xana.

My heart feels what it is you felt here and man did I cry reading this

thank you for sharing. ❤️ we all love you. xoxo.

this made my tummy hurt. it was beautiful and horrifically real all at the same time.

Hey, so this is really beautiful 🩵 It almost reminds me of a hymn in church. Haunting, beautiful and honest. I love you always, Xana 🩵

Wow this is absolutely beautiful 💗

I love the song you linked

hugging dad when he’s 6 years old 🥺

I needed to hear this and honestly it put to words a lot of my own thoughts lately